Story THREE

👉🏽👉🏽I love my gf of 3years and I don’t want to hurt her but I don’t know why I lust after her sister since years now. Jerked off a lot thinking of her over the years and I am still physically attracted to her. I’ve tried everything to control myself. I’ve known them both couple years before we started the relationship. I was attracted to the younger sister physically since I’ve met them but slowly fell in love with my girlfriend for who she was and how much she cared for me. I’ve never been someone who will go for the pretty ones. I don’t want to jeopardize our relationship and I have definitely weighed pros, cons, our feelings, points in our lives, careers, mental health etc. I honestly am disgusted and ashamed that I am attracted to the sibling and have kept my distance, curbed my thoughts, helped her career wise and taken a good standing as a friend. I just don’t know why the attraction carried on even when I have a stable healthy relationship, which has been more long distance than close with ups and downs ofcourse. I haven’t talked to a therapist about this mainly because of the judgement and preconceived stigma they have in my country. I’ve always had poor mental health and this is bothering me from sometime now.
Thank you for reading.🐾🐾