Fifteen

👉🏽👉🏽Good morning black Nipostie niskize maoni za watu. Hide huduma No.
I married my wife 13 years ago,we are 39 n 35 years of age respectively, we have 4 kids of which am sure ni wangu coz I did DNA through a lady friend doctor in SA.
Now I know ,I’ve always known that I don’t satisfy my wife in bed, she has told me so several times wanting me to up my game n I tried all means even hospital, kienyeji herbs but being diabetic I can’t use enhancing medication, I can’t die of sex drugs n leave my kids this young.
Actually I did DNA coz after wife complained, expressed to me,talked with me,discussed with me n then started telling me to find ways I kind of felt she might go look for satisfaction outside, so I had to confirm if kids are biologically mine n they are.
I respect her so much for that, i love her the more for it.( she didn’t know about dna test,i couldn’t hurt her)I love her very much and I try to give her everything she needs but sex siwezani viiile, issue is that of late I think she is seeing someone else,my guts can feel that, her character tells as much.
I think she really do need to feel like a woman ,she will live this life just once,so am thinking of keeping her as my wife,mother to our kids n let her be ( find sexual satisfaction for herself),but let the family stay intact. Nitavumilia coz its me who’s kiwete ya ngono. I’ve never cheated on her ,not even once …sasa nitacheat aje,nikajiaibishe huko na niaibishe wife for what she settled for, apana!!.
I typed this for personal therapy,to get it out of my chest,to heal..I don’t have anyone to talk to coz I got a little ego still. Here in I can talk behind the curtain. Critics n criticisms are welcome Sana, people please talk to me ,be blunt as you can,sober talk too will help.🐾🐾