Twenty

👉🏽👉🏽Hey guys I’m your follower in the channel… Hidey identify please… I’m 24 years old.. This is what happened, after finishing my highschool on 2016 I decided to look for job just any kind of job because we were brought up by single parent and my mom used to struggle alot so I just decided after form 4 before the results are out le’me go out and look for work, on that same year 2016 after celebrating 25th holiday December there’s a person who works in connecting girls to house jobs so she told me there was job and I was just ready for it, I travelled to Nairobi on 26th so that I can start my work on 27th on that same year of my KCSE… On arriving where I was to work I found a man who was the owner of the house and I asked him where was his wife but he couldn’t tell me and because I was tired he gave me a room to relax only to find out that it was his room, and because I was still having some ushamba I couldn’t understand anything the man forced me have sex with me that 27th morning before he left to work and told me to wash his bedsheets 😥😥😥… I was left in the house the whole day but I couldn’t tell anyone but he told me not to tell anyone he could finish me up so I feared and just remained in the house…. He came back in the evening and did same thing to me I was so worried so next morning I asked him again where the wife was he told me they divorced…. On that morning he went out and brought me some tablets and I couldn’t tell what were they for nkameza tu because I feared anything he could say I could just do….. And to make matter worse the nigga new he had pregnanted me and I was just blank not knowing anything😭😭😭, he called one of his friends a lady and asked her if she had a house the answer was no,… So next morning I was taken to that ladys place kumbe nlikuwa bol na sijui aki 😥😥… So I helped the lady with work until Feb 2017 and then left to home still not knowing that I was pregnant 😥😥😥… So around March I started feeling like malaria and not well all the so I just decided to go to the hospital nipimwe the first thing I did I told the nurse I wanted to know my HIV status I found out it was negative because I was so worried just sleeping with a stranger very risky… After that the doctor asked me if I was pregnant and I was really shocked for sure… I just went at home and I couldn’t tell my mom what happened when I left home for work to Nairobi, I was so much stressed how can the guy know that he pregnanted me and decided to shift me to his friends house like seriously 😭😭😭.. on around April I just decided to tell mommy nko bol but the owner was not around and mom was not bothered… I tried to call the guy but alikataa mimba si yake ande he blocked me…. But I really even fear telling my mom upto date the owner of my kid because I fear she is a very harsh lady… My kid is now 4 turning 5 Sept but I’ve never told anyone what happened until nkashika ball ya mtoi wangu… But what I normally tell myself when I’m alone is that one day I wanna just tell him(my kid) what happened ndo nkamzaa yeye tu peke yake and nobody else even my mom… Last month I called the dad’s contact who was my boss na contact ikaingia but he really abused me na kusema mtoi si wake mi nkaachana tu na yeye coz got have nothing to do for sure 😭😭😭… What I’m just planning as a single parent I travel abroad niende gulf nifanye job nitafute doh nipeleke mtoi wangu shule na nimnunulie shamba coz Sina otherwise rather than kujipa stress bure…. But I’ve really hated men since that incident happened to me…. I really hate men 😥😥😥… That’s my confession for today… I just need your advice please dear brothers and sisters 🙏🙏🐾🐾